Entry #2
console.log
('Life Update')
06 Mar, 2025 ◦ 5 min read
Reintroducing Me
I know, I know… it’s been six whole months since
my last update. Let’s all take a moment for that
realization. Awkward silence 👀
Anyway, how una dey? 😭
If you’re new here, hi, I’m Worthy! A full-stack
web developer, no-code expert, UI/UX designer,
and tutor. I also dabble in cybersecurity, AI,
and mobile development (because why not overload
my brain, right? Afterall, I can do ALL things
through Christ! 😝). When I’m not debugging or
designing, I’m watching anime, overthinking
life, or struggling to find a work-life-God
balance.
Dw, I’ll stop here for now, make I no bore you.
But in case you’re interested, I talked more
about myself in entry 1. Read it here!
😉.
Tech Wahala
(Send Help!)
So, in case you missed it, I’m now a C# pro.
💅🏽
Or at least, I want to believe I am. 😭
But tell me why one error has held me hostage
for 72 hours?! Let me walk you through my
suffering (PS: Don't worry, you can skip if
ASP.NET or dev in general is not your thing, but
I promise you’ll be entertained 😭😂):
1️⃣ The “Database Connection” Wahala – Why is my
connection string correct, but the database is
saying “Nah fam, access denied”? 😭
2️⃣ Identity Issues (Not the Emotional Kind) –
ASP.NET Identity was working perfectly until I
blinked. Suddenly, “Invalid Token,” “User Not
Found,” and “Security Stamp Mismatch” came in
full force. God abeg.
3️⃣ Model Binding Stress – Why is my ViewModel
rejecting valid data like I’m not the one who
created it? 😭
4️⃣ The Famous ‘Object Reference Not Set to an
Instance of an Object’ – C# developers, let’s
unite and cry together. This error? Personal.
5️⃣ CSS That Won’t CSS – No matter how much I
style, div still be moving mad. Why is my button
floating to another dimension?
6️⃣ NuGet Package Madness – “Restore NuGet
Packages” they said. “It’ll be fine” they said.
Now my whole project is refusing to run. What
did I do?!
At this point, my laptop is looking at me like:
“Oga, just close VS Code and go and sell akara.”
💀💀😭
But we move. We debug. We suffer. We cry. Then
we debug again. 🚶🏽♀️😭
Walking with Jesus
(Or Trying To)
Let’s get real for a second. My walk with God?
Shaky.
Not because I don’t want to be consistent, but
because life has been lifing. And in the middle
of everything, I’ve found it so hard to stay
anchored in faith. Some days I wake up feeling
like, “Yes, I got this! God is with me.” Other
days? Crickets. I feel so distant.
And lately? People have been testing my patience
on a different level. I don’t know if it’s me or
if the whole world suddenly got more annoying,
but I have been getting irritated so easily. The
smallest things? Vex. Someone breathing too
loud? Vex. My laptop taking 2 seconds extra to
load? VEX. 😭
I won’t even lie, it’s been humbling because I
know that’s not the fruit of the Spirit. So
instead of dragging the whole world, I’m just
giving my all to God because only He can help
me. At this point, I’m like, “Holy Spirit,
please take over before I drag somebody.” 💀
But you know what? A righteous man will fall
seven times and get back up. And I know there is
so much grace for me, in Jesus’ name. 🤍
So in case you’re reading this and feeling the
same way, you’re not alone. We’re in this
together. God’s got us. 🫂🙏🏽
Love & Forgiveness
(F.R.I.E.N.D.S ❤️)
If there’s one thing that’s been keeping me sane
lately, it’s my friends. Like, I have been
spending timeeeee with them, and honestly? I
adore these people so much. 🫂
From deep convos to chaotic gist sessions to
just existing in the same space peacefully, it’s
been everything. Life has been trying to stress
me, but my people? They get me. They remind me
to breathe, to laugh, to not carry the whole
world on my head.
And somehow, in the middle of all this love,
I’ve been learning forgiveness too. 😮💨
See ehn, forgiveness is hard. I used to think it
meant just saying “it’s fine” and moving on, but
nah. It’s actually a process. Sometimes I feel
like I’ve forgiven someone, and then I remember
what they did, and BOOM—annoyance activated. 😭
But I’m learning that forgiveness is a choice. A
decision to let go, even when I still feel hurt.
Because at the end of the day, I don’t want to
carry bitterness in my heart. I want to be
light. I want to be free.
So yeah, spending time with my people + learning
to forgive?
A whole journey. But we move. One step at a
time. 🤍
Anime Updatessss
(Because Priorities)
Amidst all the chaos, I did find time for some
anime (because priorities, obviously). 😌
Here are some of the animes that had me in a
chokehold the past 6 months:
1. Tokyo Revengers – Time travel, gang
fights, and one of the most frustrating MCs
ever. 😭 But the story? Elite. Every episode had
me stressed.
2. My Happy Marriage – Soft, wholesome,
and STUNNING. The romance? Top-tier. But why was
she always crying?! Girl, stand up! 😭
3. Castlevania – Peak animation. The
fights, the LORE, the VAMPIRE DRAMA?! 🔥 Every
frame is a masterpiece. Alucard supremacy.
4. Blue Lock – PURE CHAOS. I’ve never
seen
football look so intense. The ego, the
competition, the DRAMA? 10/10.
5.Rising Impact – Golf? As an anime? Who
knew it could be this deep? 😭
6. Hell’s Paradise – Insane visuals,
cursed island madness, and characters with the
wildest backstories. The fights? Chef’s kiss!!!!
Of course, I watched more anime than this, hehe.
What do you expect? 😌 but for the sake of time,
I'd end my list here.
If you want
my full anime list, comment below and by God’s
grace, I’ll respond. 😆🙏🏽
Consistency &
Imposter Syndrome
Let me be honest. I want to be more consistent.
I want to show up, create, and share more. But
you know what held me back? Fear.
The fear of failing. The fear of not meeting
expectations. The fear of people realizing that
maybe, just maybe, I’m not as great as they
think.
Imposter syndrome is real. What if I try and
it’s not good enough? What if I’m not who they
hope I’d be?
But I’m realizing that NOT trying at all is way
worse.
So this is me trying again. No overthinking, no
waiting for the “perfect” time. Just showing up
and taking it one step at a time.
Oya calm down, you don escape. This is the end.
If you made it this far, thank you for reading
my very interesting yet somewhat chaotic life
update. 🖤
Drop a comment, say hi, let’s catch up. I missed
y’all. 🫂💬
